Thursday, April 24, 2008

Fear

I fear that I have lost my way. I fear that I will never find who I am, that I will never find my place in this world. I fear that I will run out of money before I can figure myself out. I fear that I will end up alone.
Fear is so strong and I often find it hard to overcome fear, though I usually do. This time I worry that it may not be so easy. I have no desire to lose what I have.
Watching Elizabeth the first reign as Queen of England makes me want to succeed in whatever it is that I do. She was so beautiful and so powerful. She did not do as she was told. She was independent and did what she needed to do. Her spirit was strong.

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